Gil Badiccini

There is no price for freedom 

..    Cherry Tomatoes..

The time I spent in Safed was a nightmare,
and it turns out that from the point of view of the relationships I had,
it was dark and sad..

Lucky I escaped, and now, though difficult time I can live my life the way I chose to without unnecessary couple quarrels.. 

Your Cherry tomatoes need more water. Look, the leaves are sad.. 

I looked behind my back
 I once said that living in Tel Aviv is the sexiest thing there is. .

I refuse to give up on finding sincere and unconditional love  
I knew, and went out with women in my life  

Me, still a bachelor   without a good girl by my side despite being still young and fresh..

Meat cravings on the streets of the city are no more happening
 & also say that living where everything you asked for: the beauty and dynamism of a vibrant and overpriced city..

I go out to quiet places and see the beauty everywhere the volume of music is not too high and there is no room for unnecessary quarrels, because then I have to get up and go..

"Of course, I say," I called to make sure you  understand..

Beautiful and expensive places for a upper class, although I spend unnecessary hours on the covered porch..  

 Discussing the movies, books, and website qualities I subsidize with little revenue - no longer acceptable to me.

Without TV I create on the canvas of the internet, the phone is silent and I have almost no communication with anyone...

It's OK ? For many years the situation will not change, I will go 

simply after a crazy day from the heat and the cost of living.  

Set time for what and why..

Especially when I measured the temperature are so high, + really boring here. 

These are the things I will never save or receive compensation for, lost time and overdraft in the bank..

These are the kinds of things that make me restless and a little nervous, I couldn't wait and order a starter and beer as soon as we left the quarentine..

It was good if the people were better examples in my life, I have friends and dating with women every now and then.

It's not normal, the isolation, it's awful, takes too long. 

More than that? And I will not add the feelings of abandonment..

So long that I felt uncomfortable being here anymore..

Although there was a beautiful girl,somewhere in the middle of October last year -
smooth, devilish nose, beautiful almond eyes and a lot of shape

 Does not apply any makeup, fashion designer, unbelievably talented, dancer and coacher..

At the moment we knew, I didn't judge her, I just let it happen, a dynamic and beautiful bond,

we wanted some love, today I understand what it was - a blessing.. .

Don't try to think about the literary medium I use , think of it as written  - happiness..

All the time we spent together, laughing and impressing and I succeeded to make it joyfully

There is something fascinating about her, I am such a person who loves for free,
without asking for consideration..

When you get married you will understand  

We smiled together and enjoyed creating an album of the project filmed together, pleasantly...

I said something funny, I don't remember what was it, & suddenly she interrupted me in the middle,
 turned to me and asked why do I liked her..

I'm jealous too sometimes, I mumbled and gave up on her happiness, not very funny but funny is when we spoke to each other 

she wasn't silent, as we kept talking,

 I saw her turn her head and look at the world I live in, there was  love, when she came to me. .

The relationship with the previous one from years ago is a little forgotten,
but there was a similarity between them..

And once again my heart went on beating,
 I didn't know why. 

\She was right, she looked at everything, studied me well, as I tried to draw attention from a girl at sea,..

"I caught a glance of understanding and sympathetic and said"
 Look how much you have, first understand where you live.

Gratitude

I surrendered to it and accepted it as an encouraging surprise for my life as a bachelor in Tel Aviv..

Never been touched by a woman , so creative  and beautifully as she did 
 
until she decided that the time between us was over,
never gave up the opportunity to say bye and   and flew back to her life and home..

  a smart courageous   girl, she touched me softly.

 As If I was talking to her, ask her questions, listen to her
as she begin talking about her looks and checks my motives,

with the understanding of a wonderful woman, it would have been a lost battle in advance...   

We both seemed restless, whispered something to me as her partner for the project,
 I fulfilled a little dream for her.. 
Being in The Desert

We arrived together in the desert where we shoot a fashion project,

when we finished and returned to the city, we both were impressed with view of places
days later went back to her life..

I just bragged to her the new furniture I bought in the apartment.. 

 She looked at me, and said, "I see that the Cabinet has found a good place to be and you look happy,"

I could'nt agree more and more than that,

I didn't understand what she had found in me.

Maybe I looked like this beautiful guy from the   desolate place.  . 

The beautiful evening hour and sunset time was a precious experience for me,

 especially to be beside her, in this spiritual place 

With the cameras, and the  backpack ,the sounds  that gave us Music
Mercedes Sosa and the songs played by the stereo system at home.

 Becoming into a scene of wonderful feeling moment by moment.

In the meantime, she did not come back nor complained about
  before she left back, elegant fashion design 
 
"That's why I liked it," I told her,  this time she didn't laugh  

Her partner and her son must have laughed, I smiled at both of them,

I know  I did Good - Something else

 sometimes  being not very seriously, since now we starting to get out of closure..

Tomatoes need plenty of water.

I sit on the beautiful terrace, the seasonal flower pots and spice plants that kept me busy during the Corona.

I want to give the reins willingly,  someone else to lead her, she can believe whatever he wants to
 and she and I probably won't be feasible anymore.

Even though we both wanted it somehow...

She'll open a wine when the sun sets, she'll probably tell how she came along with a funny desert photographer.. 

At her house there will be many artists and children dancers and poets
European society, beautiful and delightful..

She will probably tell how she convinced me, to see the light, and her child will tell his father that abroad there is nothing to compare with their relationship.. 

Somehow at that moment I knew that like tomatoes every season. 

 I also crave it sometimes, but you'll probably need plenty of water..


When you come you will be sweet and free of any fear..


The food on the way, who brings bottle of wine ?  

You will probably  sit on the porch or the terrace with the pleasant music 

I saw on her face at that very moment she was really happy 
 

 how the moments of love and honesty between charming deep emotion 

 as inside a wide arc

  a Dancer

Thanks for the magical moments