All this writing to you just reconfirms who I am, and understanding of the more important factors in life.
*Acceptence
Aware of these I have pointed out, and called your attention that made you think analyzed a feeling
Dancing is part of life style chasing girls is fun
But we better be ware from the 7 sin L U S T ….(sorry to bother)
Unfortunately I learned the hard way, but how you basically learned, my father disappointed me he was a tough one , and I started from my brother whom I love and felt with connection when he moved to Spain I came to visit many times.
He moved to Spain .
All I saw was my father's conduct, and behavior and it was wrong.
You are a special loving, unique person, be Yourself !!
it never matters what others think, they just want to manipulate, control, gaslight you.
Who cares what other people think, of who you really are, the only one that knows who you are is YOU!!
That's finding yourself.
What we bring with us to the surrounding...
Is contribution for the culture ***Having a Clue feeling recognizing a recognition
Clues that We understand well & also others,
what about our life cycle is for …
creating and makings a discussion about what really matters-LEADS you the wrong way. ..
I didn't have good instruction from my mother to be able to speak fluent Dutch showing me the way out the Netherlanders .
She mostly showed me that a man was more important than who You are inside your soul, your mind, your body is a temple divine that God created.
I analyzed my life with my mom; and I was determined to do these things for my future , make them strong minded, make their own decisions it is vitally important.
Not to criticize them, but understand them.
Make love, like it's your first time Love the ones that dare living
* Forgive quickly forget slowly
And see things how they look like, admire them show them what admiration is**
with both physically & mentally capabilities we can do wonders . ...
**There U see? ..
have my points of view missing words when I write? . ..
I didn't love how I looked till maybe age of 16 started seeing myself different- small tall thin I have noticed what boys would say about me like "you have beautiful figure, hair, legs, arms, ect ..
I'm still growing in my soul, my inner me. ..anxiety and over indulging in other people's lives never attracted me .
But along the way you got your row models to teach you, your parents, family, friends, at times they fail you, but you have to know the difference it's not really their fault, and then again there's an importance of educating yourself, I for instance didn't trust my inner feelings, I listen to wrong advises & almost lost myself...
I would always say in a difficult situation that I didn't understand because of poor skills "I have to find myself" always looking for answer to be a better person.
My face seemed to be an issue at that age, my nose ..and finally I have realized I was grabbing a lot of attention from people ,
and started looking at my physics and seeing myself for the first time
noticing that I was attractive and special in my own way, and most important not getting what I wanted had nothing to do with me, that's a BIG clue to understand and receive acceptance of who we are...I am helping you find that serenity is what you have inside, you know it's there, but your surroundings do not help you at time for you to see how special you really are, and its inside of you all the time!!
Most of us Human Beings use sex & food to heal pain, but it always comes back again, and again and again.
Getting more coffee just had one cup
Be back, look read what I have
Written by Gil Badiccini